Infinity - Rough draft to my theories

Infinity is such a hard thing to describe. It generally gets misconstrewed as forever, flowing forward, but thats incorrect, infinity spans out.

Now, The reason I get on the topic of infinity is because infinity is key to figure out what life is. Draw a circle, now draw a line in the middle of that circle.

and draw a line outside of that circle. Write 1 above the line, and -1 below the line.

The line represents zero. the line in the circle represents life.

Alright. Now if you know the idea of creation, you know once creating something you create the exact opposite. So, by creating 1, you

create -1. by creating structure, you create a new form of chaos. now, infinitey, would be, structure, inside chaos, inside structure, inside

chaos, inside structure, inside chaos, etc. etc.

at one point in our lives, we'll use adam and eve as a reference. When 'god' created everything, he created everything, and everything has

to be somewhere. he created 0. Now adam and eve, were not self aware beings. They were like a computer program. By eating the fruit

from the forbidden tree, they became selfaware, and realized there was chaos, and had to create a structure, to shield themselves from the

chaos, because let's face it, chaos gets pretty damn hectic. But by creating structure, they created their own chaos. Let's now use a

computer program as a reference.

When you write a program, there are flaws, every program has them. Now let's think for a second, if you created a program, you create in

an essence, life. just it's not self aware. What happens, when that program becomes aware of itself? it loses purpose, and get's enveloped

by chaos, now then my previous theory on life states, 4 stages of life. life,hell,purgatory,heaven, as they are labeled.

this happens, when something becomes aware of it's own existence. the chaos that envelops it is overwhelming, just completely and

utterly, uh..Chaotic maybe? thats no good, something thats known structure it's whole life, goes essentially, 'crazy'. And creates a hell,

the program finished the purpose it was created for, and now is aware of it's own existence. It generates a hell, frantic for something new,

for a new purpose, it's thoughts run wild. Now then, finally acceptance, there's nothing it can do, it's just a program. it realizes this, and

finally just accepts the inevitable fact.

Now, accepting it, it's no longer frantic, looking for a purpose, this stage would be it's purgatory, much like our hell and purgatory isn't it?

well then, Being a program, like a thought, it continues to compute. finally it reaches an end, and creates a new program, a new structure,

finally a purpose. this goes on infinitly, because free-will is not only a blessing, but a curse, after all you can't have one, without the other.

Now in a broader subject, let's look at how significantly, insignificant our existence really is. yes, we are HUGE but in turn, with my beleif,

you can't have one without the other. so we are small. yes, very tiny. Take a look around, you, take in everything you see. now know that

our brains process 804 billion bits of information in a single 'second'. But, our brain can only project 2,000 bits. what can't you see? whats out there that your eyes see, but your brain doesn't?

Hmm.. well, let me shed light on what may be out there, keep in mind, I'm by no means an intelligent person, and have no right to say

whether or not I'm right or wrong. after all, if i'm right, I'm also wrong. Now then, the broader picture would be, take a look at space,

through a Bigger distance, something much bigger then us, much further away from space, much bigger then anything you could possibily

imagine. What do you think we look like? chances are, we can't even be seen, because we are so miniscule. so tiny. now let's look at the

world, through a much smaller side, so small, smaller then any atom, smaller then any electron, smaller then everything there is.

what would an atom look like? probably like space looks to us. and that goes on infinitly never ending, never begining.

and at this, I leave you to ponder the possibility of infinite life, in an infinite area, surrounded by infniite possibilities.

Life, Revised

There Are Stages To Life.
This Life, We Are All Here With A Purpose,. To Learn About Life, Somewhere We Lost That Ideal, and Wanted A Comfortable Way Of Existence, We Created
Labels On Things We Could Not Understand And Blindly Followed Religion So We'd Have An Easier Answer Then Having The Blame All On Us.
My Belief Puts The Blame Squarely On The Individual. Death Doesn't Exist, It's Not There, It's Nothing, That Word Isn't Even Real, It Was Made
To Describe The End Of Your Existence However, The Only Thing That Last Forever Is Existence. And Your Brain Is Much Like A Garden If you Plant
The Seeds, And Water It, Sooner Or Later You'll Get Fruit. Once You Leave The Superficial Thoughts, And Become More Profound, You Have The Power
To become So To Speak, A God, But Not Really A Heavenly Being, Just You Become Creation Itself. Existence Itself.
Once This Carbon Base Life Ends, Your Thoughts Continue, And You Create Your Own Hell, As Awful As It Sounds, It's There. It's The Uncertainty
That Lives In Your Mind. And You Feel Ultimate Fear. Once You Conquer That Fear, And Realize It Doesn't Matter You go To The NExt Stage,
Two Stages Done With, Life, And Hell, There's Purgatory. Now You Just Exist As One With The Universe, But Completely Different, Incapable
Of Creating Anything, But Incapable Of Doing Nothing, Being A Thought, You Continue To Think, And You Continue To Water Your Garden, And
Eventually, You Exit That Stage, And This Stage Is The Most Important, Because it Unify's Science, And Religion, After The Purgatory Stage,
You Finish Downloading EVERYTHING You Can, Your Thoughts Finally Reach An End, And You Close The Book, This Is So Intense, And With Such Profound
Knowledge Your Knowledge Explodes, Creating The Big Bang.
And Thus You Become A Creator, You Become The Essence Of Existence, And You Create Your Own Garden of Eden, And Thats Heaven For you, Because
Now You're All Knowing, And You Created What You've Always Wanted, A Better Way Of Life

Guys, I'm sorry about the capital letters, however I had a bad habit and wrote this before I broke it.